Excuses, Excuses

Like, I go to the music store and see guitar people and stuff.  Supposedly, no one ***y is really there for me ^because of my race^ which is not allowed when it becomes a problem when none existed previously.  So, the fact I'm not ^just^ a guitarist is connected to me not being treated right because of my race?  I was upset @ Baby Boomers for being suggestive to me, but it's like they're the Tin Man in The Wizard of Oz, hollow and an act.  I was thinking oh but they say to others yes I'm there for you still, but like I'm grown up and they're still looking at what they do, supposedly not as good as I have it, like a ballerina compared to a modern dancer.